Lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been floating. Not in a dreamy, magical way — but in that quiet space where I’m making plans, showing up, doing what needs to be done… yet I don’t feel as connected to my future as I used to. That big picture I used to hold in my heart with so much certainty? It’s been a little blurry lately.
And I think that’s okay.
Sometimes the universe pulls us inward so we can find what’s real so we can tune out the noise and come back to our inner wisdom. The version of ourselves that knows. That remembers. That feels aligned even when the path ahead doesn’t look crystal clear.
Tonight, I’m choosing to return to that version of me. The one who believes, who dreams boldly, and who knows in her bones that she’s meant for more. That’s why I’m writing this to not just manifest my future, but to reconnect with the deep spiritual knowing that has always guided me. This blog post is my little ritual. My space to remember who I am.
Trusting That You’re Meant for More
I think one of the hardest things about being a sensitive, spiritual person is knowing you’re meant for more — but not always being able to see it clearly. I’ve always known I have a purpose, that I’m here to make a difference, to share my story, to touch hearts. But lately, the vision has felt foggy.
And that’s why I turned back to my tools.
The ones that never fail to bring me home to myself: my astrology chart, my destiny matrix, my journal, my crystals, my intuition. These are more than spiritual practices — they’re reminders. Mirrors. Ways to see myself when the outside world starts to dim my light.
So if you’ve been in a similar place — not sad, just distant from your dreams — I want you to know you’re not alone. And there’s a way back.
The Power of Astrology and the Destiny Matrix
Astrology isn’t just about sun signs and retrogrades. It’s a sacred map. One that helps us understand our soul’s path, the lessons we’re here to learn, and the energy we naturally embody.
Whenever I start to feel disconnected, I open up my chart. I look at my Leo sun — bold, radiant, made to shine. I look at my Aquarius moon, reminding me that my emotions run deep and different. That I feel the collective and dream of a better world. And then there’s my Gemini rising — the communicator, the storyteller, the girl who was always meant to speak truth and spark curiosity.
Then I dive deeper into my destiny matrix chart. I trace the numbers, the energy lines, the codes that tell me I’m here to rise — not just for myself, but for others too. My matrix shows me I carry healer energy. That I’m here to inspire, to lead, and to love life in a way that others can feel.
Even just writing that brings me back to myself. Like… yes. This is who I am.
Manifestation Isn’t About Control — It’s About Alignment
When I manifest, it’s not because I’m trying to control the outcome. It’s because I’m ready to align with what’s already meant for me.
Tonight, I put on soft music. I took deep breaths and I asked: “What do I need to feel like me again?”
And the answer was this: You already are her. You’ve just been looking outside instead of within.
We all go through phases where we feel distant from our vision. Where we get caught up in what we should be doing, or where life feels like it’s on pause. But those pauses are sacred. They’re the universe’s way of saying: rest, reflect, remember.
So I wrote out what I’m calling in: my dream life, my future career, my impact, my voice being heard, my heart being felt. I visualised myself being a light in the world — speaking on stage, helping others heal, driving my grey Porsche Macan with the windows down and music up, smiling with gratitude for the life I’ve created. I saw my future home. My future love. My future joy.
And I said thank you. Because I know it’s already on the way.
You Know Who You Are — Even When You Forget
Here’s the truth: You don’t need to have every step figured out to be aligned with your purpose.
Your soul already knows the way. And when you trust that inner wisdom — when you stop questioning if you’re “doing enough” and start listening to that quiet voice inside — you’ll find your way back to your path every time.
I’ve been reminding myself that I’m not lost. I’m just growing. That sometimes it takes a little spiritual reset to reconnect with the girl who sees life as magic. The one who dreams of helping people, of standing on stages, of writing books, of being seen and heard and felt.
So if you’re reading this and you’ve felt disconnected too, take tonight to come back home to yourself. Pull your chart. Journal. Meditate. Visualise. Light your candles. Ground into the version of you that already knows she’s meant for more.
You are magic. You are guided. And your dreams are sacred.
Final Thoughts: It All Starts With Self Love
This post is a love letter to myself, and maybe to you too. A reminder that even when the vision goes blurry, the soul never forgets. You are here to do incredible things. You are not behind. You are exactly where you’re meant to be — and you’re allowed to slow down and remember your power.
Tonight, I’m honouring the part of me that knows. The part of me that’s always been connected to the stars, to spirit, and to that quiet truth inside that says: “Don’t give up. You’re on the edge of becoming.”
It all starts with self love. 💫
Remember, it all starts with self love
-M
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